Senin, 06 Desember 2010

Another gejeh post from meh ~XD

My Alphabet!~
A: Awkward, because dude, it’s sooo my word :P
B: Bobby :3
C: Castiel, the cute blue eyed-angel X3
D: Dean, because he's one sexxi beast
E: Excellent, because I really can't think of anything else
F: Ferret. It Reminds me of Draco ~:P
G: Grammar driving me crazy @.@
H: Hachiko..’cause he’s an amazing dog :D
I: Incest, Dunno..just pop in my head
J: Jensen XP
K: Key?
L: L, Because he's just sooo damn cute!
M: Matt, the hot hacker !
N: Near, because he's so cute
O: Obliviate, cause sometimes i wih i can perform that spell to my self
P: Promiscuous, because that's just Dean Winchester
Q: Quiet? My secret trait ;)
R: Ryuk, because he's just so cool.
S: Sammy XD
T: Trench coat?hmmm~ *imaginingsomesuspiciousimages*
V: Virginity, because It’s important dude~
W: Watari, because he kicks major ass.
X: Xenophobe, ‘cause sometimes i think i have that..
Y: Yuuki, one of my personalities *evil laugh*
Z: Zebra, I don't even know

Kamis, 02 Desember 2010

Just another random

Saia nyomot ini dari Profil salah satu author di FF.net, Lumayan seru...saia bener" enjoy waktu ngisinya, lumayan buat refreshing setelah memeras otak ngerjain TPB tadi XD


1. Aaaaalllrrriiigggghhhtt!! List your 5 favourite characters from the same fandom! We'll get some RP going on here! Don't peek on the questions first!
I Choooooseeee: *insert music* “Supernatural Fandom” XD

1. DEAN Winchester XD
2. Castiel
3. Sam Winchester
4. Gabriel
5.Bobby

2. You heard that going out was really dangerous but, you still have to go anyway! So, you decided to get outta your home when you suddenly hear gunshots. Somebody grabbed you by your hand and took you somewhere behind the bushes. It appears that he/she is your no 1. What will you do/say?
-“Dean?What the heck is happening?”*blush*

3. Yeah, whatever you do, he/she smiled and asked if you're alright.
- "I'm Fine, you can stop worrying now..Thanks..”

4. He/she takes you to his/her home where you meet no 2!
- "Cas?What are you doing here?and since when Dean bought a house?”

5. He/she stares at you with slight blush.
- "What?Do I have something my face?stop staring at me Cas, it’s creepy..”

6. He/she sits beside you and ask for your name.
- "Are you okay?I’m –mynameX3- are you drunk Cas?”

7. You guys talked for some time when your no 1 finally showed up. He/she looks rather jealous, what will you do?
- “Aww Dean, you know I won’t do anything with Cas,...*whisper*he’ssooo sweet when he’s jealous*whisper*

8. Let's move on. Your no 3 aka your bestie, asked you to help him/her with something.
- "Okay....what can i do for ya Sammy~?”

9. It appears that he/she likes no 2.
- “WHAT?! But...what about Gabriel?”

10. He/she needs your help! Fast!
- "Uh...You confuse me Sam...but okay, I’ll try..”

11. You're confused with what you have to do. no 4 asks if everything's alright.
- "”No, it’s not alright..listen Gabe, are you still with Sam?”

n style="font-weight:bold;">12. Whatever you answer up there, you still tell him/her the problem anyway. He/she suggests to think twice over your action.
- "Of ‘course i will think twice!!”

13. He/she smiles and just waves a goodbye, he/she has some errands to do. Here goes no 4. Here comes no 5.
- "Aww Gabe, dun be Sad >~<, And..Hi Bobby :D”

14. He/she asks if you can go and play with them, what do you say?
- "Play?Play?PLAY?!”*throw a bottle of holy water to him* "Get out from his body you demon!"

15. You ended up saying that you do not feel right after all. He/she guessed that you love someone while grinning playfully.
- *blush**speechless**blush*

16. So you tell him/her you're not sure about your feelings. He/she suggests you to confess straightaway.
- "Um...’kay”*blush*

17. The next day, you decide you will confess to no 1. So you invite him/her over to your home. What will you say when he arrives?
- "Hi Dean...I need to tell you something..please listen to me..”

18. Yeah so, you just spit the words but in the middle of your sentence, he/she stops you by kissing you. OMG! You can feel the blush on your face! What'll you do?!
- *blush* *kiss him back* ~XD

19. You broke for air and he/she said that he/she loves you since the first time you guys met.
- "Me too..” *smile*

20. YAY! Make up your own ending!
- I decide to help him stop the apocalypse, and when the crazy thing over we settle down, buy a house, have children and a apple-pie life ...*sfx*awwww~ X3

Kamis, 18 November 2010

Never Had a Dream Come true

"Never Had A Dream Come True"
S Club 7

~"Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind"



Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

Sabtu, 13 November 2010

Thank you, Father :)

Kemaren, waktu gw lagi ngerjain tugas buat renungan harian, gw ngebuka kitab suci dengan asal. Halaman yang gw buka itu kalau nggak salah Sirakh:11 gw lupa ayat berapa yang jelas ada kata 'Anakku' di sana. Terus, gw tiba - tiba ngerasa pengen nangis, aneh kan? =="

Then, gw mutusin buat berlutut 'n berdoa di depan salib di ruang tamu. Gw ceritain semuanya sama 'Dia' semua rasa stress, frustasi,kebingungan gw..semuanya. Suatu hal yang sangat aneh, karena gw itu jarang bisa doa sepanjang itu. Dan setelah selesai...gw merasa lebih lega 'n gw ngerasa nggak sendirian lagi.

Lalu, pagi ini gw bangun 'n gw dapet surprise! beberapa pertanyaan yang kemaren gw tanyain dalam doa gw terjawab. Sekarang, gw makin percaya kalo 'Papa' gw itu bener - bener ada 'n selalu merhatiin gw. Thank You, Father :)

Mood : Neutral, Peace
Song(s) : ~Dia Mengerti-Delon
~ Mukzizat itu nyata
~ Tuhan Pasti Sanggup
Quote :

Tuhan Pasti Sanggup…
TanganNya takkan terlambat ‘tuk mengangkatmu
Tuhan Masih Sanggup…
Percayalah, Dia tak tinggalkanmu…

Jumat, 12 November 2010

`......`

Gw stress hari ini. nggak tau kenapa tiba - tiba kepikiran masalah - masalah yang selama ini selalu gw abaikan. Hari ini gw ngobrol sama salah satu 'kakak' gw tentang gw-tau-siapa, lalu 'kakak' gw bilang ge nggak boleh kayak gini terus, karena ada kemungkinan suatu saat nanti gw bakal 'meledak'. Believe me, I want to explode NOW..

Gw lelah mikirin semua masalah ini, nyoba nyari jalan keluar sama aja nyoba membetulkan benang kusut. Gw nggak tahu kapan dan darimana semua ini bermula, dan gw nggak tau kapan akan berakhir. Lalu..tiba - tiba aja gw udah nggak mengenal siapa diri gw lagi, gw nggak tahu harus gimana, nggak tau gimana cara ngejelasin situasi gw sama orang lain.

Ada 6 miliar manusia di bumi ini, tapi kenapa gw ngerasa kalau gw itu sendirian? I feel so alone, numb, left behind. Semua perasaan yang gw alami 'masa itu' terasa lagi..yang paling parah gw merasa perlu melakukan kebiasaan buruk itu lagi. Padahal udah sekian lama gw bisa berhenti ngelakuin itu. God -_____-

Gw berharap gw itu orang lain, atau malah gw nggak pernah ada sebelumnya. Terdengar cengeng n egois?gw tau..tapi itu yg gw rasain sekarang. Ge berharap bisa menghilang gitu aja dari sini, atau mungkin tiba - tiba gw kena amnesia 'n ingatan itu nggak akan balik lagi selamanya. Gw gtw...
Gw cuma mau semua perasaan ini berakhir, gw mau masalah - masalah ini selesai, walaupun sepertinya itu nggak mungkin.

Mood : Sad, Angry, Confuse, Crazy
Song : Crash and Burn-Darren Hayes
Quotes:

I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take any
more

Rabu, 10 November 2010

Crash and Burn

"Crash And Burn"
Darren Hayes

"If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone"


When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Senin, 01 November 2010

Iseng - Iseng sembari menunggu hujan berhenti :D

What scares you the most and why?
~> High, I don’t know why...It just scares me >.<

What do you do in your free time?
~> Read a good fanfic, wacth fanvid in youtube, browsing,play games, watch a good movie, sleeping -.-zZzz

Do you like chocolate?
~> I LOVE chocolate XD

Do you like rainy days or snowy winter days more?
~> There’s no snow in Indonesia, so I like rainy days more :D

Name 3 things in nature you find most beautiful?
~> Snow, Dew :3

Which is your favorite part of the human face and why?
~> Eyes, because Eyes is the window to the soul, rite? :D

Which is your favorite body part of the human body and why?
~> Lips..I don’t have a reason =P

What makes you bored?
~> Many Things

Which is your favorite four legged creature and why?
~> Bunny ~XD the cutest animal on earth X3

Do you like spicy food and why?
~> No..i dun like it. ‘Cause it feel like my tounge is burning everytime i eat spicy food DX
Do you remember your favorite teacher?
~> Yes..My ‘Papih’ at school X)

Which are your 2 favorite careers and why?
~> Psychiatrist, ‘Cause Human’s emotion is interesting for me :D
~> Neuro Surgeon, Don’t know why..Just love that Profession
Which is the hardest thing you ever had to do?
~> Err—it’s a hard question to answer, really..

When was the last time you lied and to whom and why?
~> Why would I remember that?beside I don’t like lying to people :)

Tell me about something you really regret?
~> Let’s see.. When I stopped EF at seventh grade.
Tell me about a mistake you made?
~> Well..I’ve made a lot of mistakes, I can’t write it one by one :|

Tell me about someone in your family?
~> He’s my closest brother, since i was a little he always protect me and take care of me when my parents not home. He isa very good big brother X)

Tell me about your favorite book, magazine or comic?
~> My favourite comic is death note, the story and the characters is very interesting

Tell me about someone you envy?
~> I try to be grateful for everyhing my Lord gave me. I dun envy anyone :)
Tell me about something you've achieved?